Some people say that they don't care what people think. I truly mean it.

To care what anyone else thinks is to give them control over your life. It also adds layers of confusion into your thinking. One person might react this way, another that way.

How can you be sure what to do or say? How can you even know what anyone is thinking or if they are even thinking of you at all?

Better to care what you think and believe about yourself.

• Am I being loving?
• Generous?
• Forgiving?
• Honest?
• Am I willing to tell a necessary truth?
• Am I fighting for a better future for my children and grandchildren?
• Am I creating value at work and doing the job I am paid to do?
• Am I fair to everyone, even my enemies?
• Do I see myself as an equal to all brothers and sisters?
• Do I generally want to make people feel good and set them free?
• Do I feel good and am I happy?
• Am I in a state of internal peace?

When I can answer those questions to my satisfaction, I don't care how anyone else reacts to me.

Your thoughts and reactions are about you, while I am free. I am good. I welcome anyone and everyone with open arms if there is respect going both ways.

But if you are the kind of person who cares what people think...here's what I do think of you: if you seek these types of positive ideals, you have my admiration! To the extent that you fall short in terms of basic human values, I hope and pray for a change of heart. What are you doing with your life? You aren't shining your truth. You can do so much better, and your life could be wonderful. As it is, I don't think you are happy. You are suffering.

Now stop caring what I think and fix that. You are capable of healing yourself and fixing your world in love, truth, and freedom. The real truth about you is that you were born perfect and remain so. 

Yesterday I wrote about how I am using the Botpress AI Agent to provide answers to questions related to my content. I instructed the agent to consider only my content in responses, nothing from the outside. 

I was taking about this with my 6-year-old son and asked him what he would like to ask daddy using the AI robot. He wanted me to ask about the Titanic (a topic he has been obsessed about). I have never written anything about the titanic on this site or in my books.

Here we go. Before the answer at the top of the screen, I asked whether all answers and content is from Abscondo.com and my books. See the answer below:

Then it gets even more interesting:

Apparently Botpress lied here. It brought in external content after just previously claiming that it does not. When I questioned further about it, it almost seems to feel guilty and explain it away as an error. No apology, only an attempt to keep the tone light. 

My overall observations during these few days playing with Botpress is that their AI is too biased with normal, mainstream information and ways of thinking. If content is unconventional, it appears unable to filter out bias and present that content accurately. Even if I ask the agent to filter out external content, and it claims to have done, it cannot or refuses to. 

It cannot understand. It cannot love. It cannot express wisdom. It can only think, but thinking isn't it. The truth is always beyond thought, in the formless. At best, AI is only ego.

I am deleting AI from this blog. Fun experiment though!

For the first time in so many years, I find myself in a state where it seems nothing more needs to be said. I could analyze every detail about what's going on in the world; but I have no firsthand intel. I will leave this to others who have access or are more inclined.

Everything I have said about spiritual awakening, perfect love, the need to shift away from fear, about freedom, truth, reality...of course it all remains true and relevant now and always. There are hundreds of posts, books, talks, and all of it remains perfectly relevant.

I have stopped living in time, waiting for the world to change. As changes happen, I am paying attention. But waiting for fiction to end only makes the fiction seem real. Instead, we can focus on what is real now and always.

What I am here to live and teach is perfect love; what it is and what it does. Bring unconditional love into your relationships and find that they become holy, eternal, blissful. Bring perfect love into your work and enjoy financial abundance. Know that perfect love means the same thing as honesty, forgiveness, acceptance, freedom, health, bliss, and reality. Live in alignment with perfect love, in the eternal present moment, and you will feel good and be freed from fear. 

This is salvation, and it is here now for anyone who chooses to recognize that you already have everything. There is nothing to wait for. If the world changes for the better, that's wonderful. If evil deeds are being stopped, we can all be grateful. If we are one day freed from this system of propaganda and debt slavery, we can celebrate. But even if current events take a turn for the worst, the truly awake remain in a place of joy and safety.

There is nothing to wait for and nothing to fear. What's true is always true and always was true. 

“How simple is salvation! All it says is what was never true is not true now, and never will be. The impossible has not occurred, and can have no effects. And that is all.”

-A Course in Miracles

Fear is the belief that something real can be lost. The compulsive urge to hold onto situations, things, or people is confusion about reality.

That which can be changed, lost, or threatened was never real to begin with. Similarly, that which is true cannot be made untrue.

The peace of God is this deeper recognition of reality. The idea of losing our status, losing a job, losing our physical health—even losing a loved one—is what keeps us up at night. That urge to hold on—it is what drives us to push through a waking life devoid of joy, pleasure, and beauty.

The problem is that everything in physical form, in the realm of our senses, in the field of matter—it all changes. Maybe slowly, maybe suddenly, but the truth is it will leave us eventually.

Salvation is the ability to accept what is real.

Your creativity is the source of value. This is what generates abundance in every situation (not one particular job). Love and connection between souls is the ultimate truth (not one particular relationship). Stay aware of what is real.

Reality is consciousness, awareness itself. It is the energy of life, the unchanging laws of nature. Love is the whole truth. This all means the same thing.

Fear, frustration, boredom, anger—all negative emotions are caused by confusion over reality. To shift focus on reality and to always forgive non-reality is to find that state of ongoing joy and perfect love, absent of fear.

We are powerless against truth / reality. All power is found in the embrace of it and the rejection of all that is false.

This is spiritual awakening, the death of the ego. Herein lies everything we truly want and truly are. What is real is eternal.

When we set out to change other people or do something about a situation, we fail. Worse yet, our interference starts a trail of unintended consequences and makes the situation worse.

So we should just do nothing, asks the mind? One might answer to the mind, you should do nothing if there are any negative emotions in you and if there is any unease or suffering. Loveless, ego-based doing is powerless, and it is far better to do nothing. Let things be as they are.

True power is in being, rather than doing. If you can be love, then love will effortlessly correct any error and cause no harm. Love is unconditional, meaning that the reality of a person or situation must first be accepted and embraced for love to exist.

Love without forgiveness and understanding is not love. Wanting to change someone or something is not love; rather, it is an act of resistance or withdrawal, which insanely attempts to go against truth, reality, or the free will of another.

State your loving truths, however and whenever you feel inspired, but make no consideration of the consequence because the true meaning or importance is not found in the realm of situations or consequences.

Unconditional love, joy, freedom, honesty, and openness—all words describing the same truth—this is the core of our being and the cornerstone of all true faith. Nothing outside of this has any importance and can be ignored for healing to occur. After all, healing is nothing other than coming to fully embrace the one truth that these words all point to. We continue tomorrow and each day after that.

Spiritual teachers often talk of 3D, 4D, and 5D to describe a person’s spiritual evolution. In these different states of existence, people see and interpret reality very differently.

There are, indeed, different perceptions of reality…different ways of seeing and knowing…depending upon our state of spiritual awareness. There are also different frequencies, so that it is difficult for a person in one dimension to truly connect and resonate with a person in a different dimension. There’s no shared understanding or connection. Let’s look at these dimensions.

The Third Dimension:

This is the material world of the ego. Here, we are concerned with what others think about us. We want to be successful. We want material rewards, status, and other treasures that the ego promises will make us happy.

In the Third Dimension, we believe that the voice in the head is who we are. What matters is in the external world. We seek situations and circumstances that will make us happy, and we fear situations and circumstances that would bring suffering or failure.

We see events as random, as just happening to us. We blame others for our problems. Lost in the material world completely, we are unaware of our identity as spirit. With no awareness of the now, the mind is either on the past or the future. Only in the now can we find happiness.

A person living in the Third Dimension typically craves sex, drugs, or other stimuli because this is the only way to turn off the mind, to experience the bliss of the now. Sex, in particular, is an obsessive compulsion because it delivers everything the ego wants—conquering, attention, proof of your worth, drama, and a blissful escape from the mind’s suffering.

What is called love in the Third Dimension is not love. 3D love is understood as an attempt to get something from another. It depends upon a foundation of specific conditions being met by the other person. It is measured in terms of the other person’s loyalty, obedience, good behavior, thoughtfulness, and so on. Because so much importance is placed on oftentimes unrealistic conditions, people living in 3D are not satisfied for the long term in their relationships.

In the Third Dimension, true love is experienced only by accident—when two people experience the bliss of the now together and feel that deeper spiritual connection. This is only possible before the conditions come—at the very early stage of a relationship.

Because there is no spiritual awareness in 3D, it is believed that either God does not exist or that God is external, up there in the sky. Either way, there is a great deal of fear about death, just as there is this fear about life in the background.

Those living in 3D believe that the world is as authority says it is. They are afraid to question norms and to express an original thought that doesn’t conform to what society says is normal. This causes a great deal of suffering because people exploit these individuals to make a lot of money. The 3D person is the loyal subject, the good consumer, the foundation of what we call Capitalism or any other system of centralized power. 3D consciousness makes us willing to buy and consume whatever seems cool, do whatever we are told and whatever everyone else does, and all without giving it much thought.

Then one day, you find yourself sick, badly out of shape, broke, confused, and depressed. Still, afraid to leave the familiar dimension, they seek quick fixes in the consumer world. Anyone who challenges the reality they believe is normal is attacked and walls are put up. Unless…

The Fourth Dimension:

There comes a moment in anyone’s life when you can no longer believe the implausible stories of the Third Dimension. You begin asking questions. Am I happy? Is the standard diet and lifestyle causing weight gain and sickness? Are politicians and news anchors lying? Are pharmaceuticals good for me? Do I believe the official story of 9/11? Isn’t COVID just another name for the flu and don’t a lot of people die every year from pneumonia? Are lockdowns and so-called vaccines really about our health? Any real question leads a person to start 4D thinking.

Now you break through to the formerly forbidden realm of free thinking. Now begins an honest questioning of everything. You start to see how humans are indoctrinated, conditioned, programed. You start researching to find out how it is this way. Who’s really in charge? What is the truth in any situation?

You become excited to learn, though in the beginning it can be very traumatic and even lead to depression. There is a hopelessness at first. A void inside. But there’s no going back, so you try to fight for truth and justice. You speak up, trying to persuade others.

At some point, you realize that you can’t change the world. Others don’t want to see the truth. You still function in 3D—you must still earn a living and keep things together. You still understand 3D thought and, in many areas of life, you easily slip right back into it. In the 4^th and 5^th Dimension, yes, you can still function in 3D for practical reasons. You play it like a game because, in the current world, you simply must.

For others, the 4D experience is different. What I described so far is probably the lower orders of 4D, where you are looking only at the material world, but now with a desire to find out the truth and change it. Others experience 4D in a more spiritual sense. They practice strange rituals and become superstitious. They go on retreats, do yoga, talk a lot about energy and vibration, collect crystals, go to fortune-tellers, they may try to maintain a smile and exude spiritual wisdom.

They may get involved in more outlandish ideas beyond the observable world—talking about reptilians, Atlantis, time travel, and an endless variety of things that make those in 3D roll their eyes, tune out, or worse.

In 4D consciousness, fear is still very real and what matters externally in the world is still very important. This is currently the dimension in which the global war is being waged between the black hats and the white hats. The white hats want to awaken the population from 3D so that we can end the sickness and corruption of the world.

There is a great moral calling to end the human trafficking, stop the destruction cause by drug trafficking, end the wars and large-scale theft perpetrated upon a sleeping and unaware 3D population. For the sake of our state of being, for our children and future generations, this is a great and important war.

We are truly in the process of changing the world, entering an entirely new era, simply because enough of us have moved from 3D to 4D—and because there is a very well-planned operation in place at the highest level which is moving everything forward in the right way.

The Fifth Dimension:

This is salvation / true spiritual awakening / escape from ego / unconditional love / present moment awareness / forgiveness—and so many other words which all mean the same thing. Oneness. The end of suffering and pain. Perfect knowledge through the recognition that nothing in the lower dimensions is ultimately real.

I’ve heard that roughly 13% of the English-speaking world exists in 5D, and the numbers are growing. 5D is accessible at any time and instantly with almost no effort. You can go straight from 3D to 5D even never having entered 4D. All that is required is a total humbling of your ego-self and a willingness to understand the right teachings.

There are at least a few portals into instant 5D: 1) aligning with perfect, unconditional love as a continuous state, 2) a noticing of and acceptance of the present moment—the now—as a continuous state, 3) a decision to always tell the truth and want the truth, no matter what. If you can do any of these, the others will come naturally. Though you do need a spiritual practice—reading or listening to the right teachings, meditating, taking care of yourself, etc.

Those who exist in 5D tend not to obsess over the matters of the 3D or 4D world. There is a tendency not to watch TV, not to know what’s going on in the world, because there is this awareness that it doesn’t ultimately matter.

Yet, there is still the need to function in the 3D world because you need to earn money, you need to follow the laws, you need to take care of loved ones. But you try to do so in a way that is loving. You find that the Third Dimension is very easy to navigate now. You are successful and happy, just as others are generally pleased with you.

You also continue to engage in 4D thinking because that is part of telling and wanting the truth. The difference now is that it isn’t an obsession or compulsive need. If it becomes compulsive, now you have left 5D and are back in 4D as your primary state.

In 5D, you no longer fear death because you have found your identity as spirit—which is eternal. You fear nothing of the world because, ultimately, you know it doesn’t matter. It’s all just physical form, which is always changing and impermanent. Whenever a bit of fear does creep back in, you dispel it by focusing on the thought system of perfect, unconditional love (or, alternatively, awareness of the now). Love casts out fear just as light casts out darkness. Both cannot exist at once. Presence casts out fear because here, in this moment, nothing is wrong.

Those living in 5D accept all of reality. If it is happening, it is supposed to be happening. There is a reason. We forgive by looking past error, by seeing its unreality. We experience a calm state of joy, where there is no drama, just a good energy. Negative emotions pass through very quickly because we have learned to let go.

In 5D, we no longer seek out sex compulsively, though it is very much enjoyed with another person who is on the same wavelength. There is a guiltless, easy sharing of joy without all the jealousy and negative emotions that surround sex in the lower dimensions. While we may still have a drink and engage in life’s pleasures, we do so not with the compulsion or addiction like before.

The First Dimension is entirely internal. It is found in the empty space rather than in form. Love. Feeling good. Inspiration. Safety. Knowledge. Understanding. Everything we most care about is found only in 5D.

This is obviously intended as a high-level overview. There is so much more than can be covered about these three dimensions. I believe it is helpful, in observing my own thoughts and behaviors, to at least recognize which dimension I am operating in—trying not to lose contact with 5D even when the world pulls some of my attention to 3D and 4D.

One day, when most of us are familiar with 5D, the world’s problems and largescale suffering will end. We will find solutions in love and truth. We will no longer use attack in any form. We will no longer see your differences and will connect through our oneness. We will understand the source of abundance and happiness. We will love in a way that is eternal. We will exist in a state of heaven on earth. This is what is coming as we continue to ascend.

We can hope and wait for justice, for the truth to be revealed—for a better world of abundance, beauty, fairness, and health. We want it now. Yet we continue to wait because most people are not ready.

Even if all the wonderful promises of NESARA / GESARA were instantly made real now, little would change unless we change. Humanity must awaken or we will continue to be fooled again and again.

If we do not first understand health, we will continue to poison our bodies with sugar and processed foods. We will continue taking the poisons we are told are medicine. We will continue listening to doctors while ignoring how we feel.

If we do not first understand Hollywood, the media, and the music industry, we will continue consuming content designed to confuse us, dumb us down, and program our thought patterns against our own wellbeing.

If we do not first know our values and what we stand for, we will one day again be fooled by tyrants who scare us and then promise safety.

If we do not first understand love, we will continue doing relationships in a way that causes suffering, breaks families, and robs us of joy.

This awakening is the undoing of ego—a simple, 3-letter word describing all the ways we have been programmed and conditioned to think and behave; a state of being that pulls us further from everything we most deeply want.

Ego is the belief that your identity is found in your gender identification, your race, your social status, your wealth, your looks, the neighborhood you live in, or any other external idol. The ego has you obey external (so-called) authority while drowning out the inner voice of intuition and truth. The ego causes such a deep hole inside that you endlessly attempt to fill it with junk food, junk entertainment, shopping, arguments and drama, drugs, or sex. The ego tells you that who you are is who you were yesterday, but that your happiness is out there in the future if situation x, y, or z happen.

The ego is paralysis and death. Sickness and exhaustion. It is a roller-coaster of fear and hope. Ups and downs. Promises that never come true. Pursuits that never lead to lasting happiness.

Connect the dots. See the truth in the world. Deeply know the reality within. Feel the energy of life, which is love, which is what you are. In this state of being, perfect joy and peace exist now. Fear is absent. Health is the normal state. Healing is what your body does on its own. Your love extends from within to those around you.

This is awakening. When most of us finally awaken, the old corrupt and destructive world collapses. Something very beautiful arises, to be enjoyed by beautiful people who will never be fooled again. There is support at the highest levels, but they are waiting on us because there can be no other way.

Nothing can stop what is coming, but it also cannot be rushed. Without a Great Awakening, no fundamental change is possible. Any revolution not based on love—I mean perfect love, God’s love—is no revolution at all. Only drama.

The white hats know that this all must come together at one beautiful moment—not in time but in eternity. We have support and it will happen, but the timing is up to us. We continue tomorrow and each day after that.  

Imagine going through life in such a way that you are never exactly honest about anything. In everything you do and say, the question is never about what's true; rather, about what you are supposed to say, how you are supposed to feel, and what you are supposed to want (all according to the opinions and expectations of others).

The underlying principle here is this: I'm faking, I'm hiding, I'm lying about everything, and I expect everyone else to do the same. We all know what is going on here, but by calling it "normal" and pretending there is no alternative to a life of faking, we go on.

As we do go on faking, we accumulate such a heavy and impossible burden; to the extent that we bury ourselves and forget entirely who we are.

I am telling you that another life is possible: your life, staring you, with truth and honesty as your guide. Yes, you can be honest with everyone, even in business, even in romance, even with your family. As you do, a miracle happens: all that you do not want disappears, and each breath of your life is filled with everything you've always wanted.

If you understand this fully and have enough faith that what's real is real, then you can remember this moment as your awakening to a new life. We continue tomorrow and each day after that.

So-called “conspiracy theorists” have been very unpopular—primarily because who have been doing our own thinking and research have brought fearful, terrifying news. Yes, up until now, the truth about our world has been ugly, terrifying, unimaginable.

What most people don’t know is that, at this moment, there are some very happy conspiracy theories which are about to come true. At the risk of sounding insane, I want to share this because, when it comes to pass, it will be easier for you to understand, accept, and believe.

After the imminent financial crash, after the horrifying truth about the so-called pandemic and injections are known to all, after the scare event, after the Internet shut-down, the arrests, after it seems like everything has fallen apart and our world has descended into chaos and hopelessness—that’s when the new life begins. It’s all part of the plan that is being carried out.

These next few weeks and months will be, for most, the most difficult time of our lives. Others have been waiting for this because we know what comes next:

The gold-backed (Basel 3) Quantum Financial System:

Built on Stellar and a mix of other blockchain technologies, today’s fiat currencies are merged into asset-backed, digital dollars, Euros, etc. Most will be afraid of this change, thinking this is a Central Bank Digital Currency designed to strip us of our freedoms. In truth, because it is decentralized, it undoes central banks, ends money-laundering and other criminal schemes, and provides a channel to re-allocate all the confiscated wealth of the captured Vatical, the Crown, and the USA Corporation and criminal gangs. In short, this is an era of fairness and abundance for we the people.

Med beds:

Technologies exist which have been withheld from us. True cures. Hang on, because whatever is ailing you (even damage caused by the vaccine) will be healed.

Free energy and Internet:

Why do you think they have been launching all those Starlink satellites? Free, quantum Internet. Have you heard of Nikola Tesla and how he created free energy. I know it is real. I saw it work in a now defunct museum in Colorado Springs in 1995. Cars can also be powered by water (look it up). Free (or very cheap) energy is available and there will no longer be a need to pollute with oil and coal.

No income tax:

The bill in the U.S. House of Representatives is designed to introduce this idea. It’s coming.

These are just a few examples of the radical, positive changes coming. This, and much more, is in store for us—but first we must go through the Great Awakening. We need to understand ugly, horrific truths about our world. We need the people who have been causing us so much suffering to be removed from their positions. It is a slow process, because it is so difficult for the people in charge of this transformation to complete the job in a way that is successful and wakes people up.

If you look any of this up on Google, if you read the news, they will tell you that all of this is fact checked. Of course they will. The powers that be are still trying to maintain power. In truth, they have already lost the war.

Up until now, we have been through so much oppression and pain. Now it is their turn to feel the pain so that we, the people, can live in abundance, health, freedom, and truth. I never, in my wildest dreams, thought this day would come. Yet, just as I knew the other so-called conspiracies would come to pass, I know this good news conspiracy is also true.

I hope this gives you some comfort and helps you make sense of what is about to come. Hang on.