The ego cannot love and, in its frantic search for love, it is seeking what it cannot find. (A Course in Miracles)
You do know love, but the ego does not. Do not ask the ego to find what it is responsible for losing.
A sharp mind is sure it knows what love is and how to get it. It is entirely consistent in its strategies, which consistently fail. Always seeking to get from the other, always blaming the other when this delusional strategy fails, the ego soldiers on incapable of seeing the insanity from within the perspective of insanity.
There is only one way for true love to fill your life — which is the undoing of the ego’s power. Accept what is, fully and unconditionally, and do not take your thoughts seriously.
To believe that your thoughts are you is to generate a drama of emotions such as fear, jealousy and want. But observe your thoughts casually, from the perspective of a deeper knowing, and you create gaps in your stream if thought. Through these gaps, love fills you and becomes your ongoing state of being.
Love only arises from a state of total humility, complete surrender, unconditional trust and acceptance. This is the state of no ego, the state where only perfect love remains not as something you receive, but as what you are and everyone in your life is.
Go deeply into the present moment in peace. Let your meaningless thoughts go. We continue in love tomorrow and each day after that.